so i got into university.. but it's not what i wanted. i don't want to be far away. it's too far away for me. I'll get heartsick. i don't think i can live one hour away. i can't because i know for a fact that i'm scared. I'm scared to lose him to some beautiful , some amazing that he's going to fall in love with. i'm scared that he won't want to know my anymore.
i'm so afraid
