i didn't know it was going to feel this way. i honestly thought that it would be much happier. Just a few days ago, we were so happy to leave, because we were finally done. But now, once we were put in the situation; honestly, i don't know how to feel, i still don't know how to feel.
there i felt at home, every single morning i would go to the same place and see the same people i shared amazing memories with. i knew everyone, i was close with half the teachers.
and now i'm done. i will never ever have that opportunity to be in a place where i know 95% of the people there, and i must say, it is kind og frightening.
i had no idea, how much a teacher could affect me. But i thinking saying goodbye to him with a straight pokerface was impossible.
i had no idea that no matter how secure i am on the fact i will see my 6 best friends after high school, i will never be in the same class as them...ever again. my best friend won't even be in the same province as me!
its very bittersweet, and it is very hard to soak in the fact, that its over, and its time to move on. I don't know whether to jump for joy, or cry for sadness.
yes, it is very bittersweet
