so, its been awhile since I've actually written something worthwhile. but to tell you the truth, i have nothing to blog about. nothing is exciting, nothing is new. nothing is happening. not that i want drama, who wants that? but I want something exciting. I need some excitement in my life. I know that its fictional, but I wish the excitement and thrill that you see in movies were real. the thrill of love, the excitement of doing things youve never done before. but honestly nothing is happening. I believe that is because I am commuting from home for university. Because all i do is go to school, then I go homes and i have no social life whatsoever. Depressing isn't it? I think so. But I will change it. But i just have to get my head on striaght. I've started my journal again, but I stopped. I feel like I haven't been approaching my artistic side of life very much. But I promise to do better. I will learn how to play guitar. And that means learning more than 2 songs. I will be on the top of everything. I will be poetic. I will find excitement in my life.
til then
goodnight world. and thanks for keeping up with me. whoever you are. even if its one person, thank you.